Rough day...

The last few days have been rough...extremely so. I was taking a semester off at college in order to go through some training at work and to make some extra money working full time. Two days before the start of school I find out that the girl I was supposed to be switching hours with, doesn't want to switch hours anymore. It leaves me totally screwed. I've been to three different colleges including Penn State York trying to take at least one class. Penn state doesn't offer any of the classes I need, and the other two just weren't working with me. Ugh. Anyway to make it all worse, as soon as I feel stressed, I start eating like there is no tomorrow. Every time I eat I feel guilty which makes me feel even more stressed out. I wish I had my old metabolism back. Ever since my first 'episode' with starvation, my metabolism has been out of wack. That and I was diagnosed with hypoglycemia...

Anyway, I've decided what I want to do with this site. I'm not an expert on any of the subjects I want to talk about but I know their are enough resources on the web that I can find expert opinions and ideas and write about my findings. Perhaps I will help myself in the process. I need to start being a healthy person instead of this whole starvation thing. It's really starting to tire me otu. Last semester I took this class on Nutrition. I actually learned a lot, even considering how boring the professor was. I know exactly how to eat and work out in order to stay thin without starving myself. It's easier this way though I guess. I'm thinking of joining a gym, then I'll have another aspect to write about.