I'm bad at keeping up with things and I did a horrible job with this. The problem is I kind of gave up on losing weight. I worked my ass off in the gym and I didn't lose a pound. I came to the realization I was obsessed with losing weight. I don't need to lose a single pound and thats why I can't lose it in a healthy way. The only way for me to lose weight is by not eating which I'm trying to avoid. At times, like around my birthday I struggled with it and didn't eat much the whole week before in order to look good on my birthday. I did because I lost like 5 pounds that week but put it all back on the next week. In a way I could probably be considered bulimic but its not severe as in puking after I gorge. However I do eat and then go through "purging" fazes where I only eat like once a day or less. I feel great about myself when I'm "purging" and depressed when I'm "binging".
Also, I've found a great solution for endometriosis. I changed gynecologists and he suggested using the NuvaRing. Its new. It's a really low dose of hormones and you don't have to worry about skipping a pill and ovulating. I was a little skeptical at first but figured I'd give it a try. The first two months I just used it like normal and got my period. Once I regulated on it I used it continuously and don't menunstrate. It works great! It really fixed my problems. My spastic emotions have settled down and I don't get painful cramps. I feel like myself again. I'd definatley recommend it for anyone using oral contraceptives. Also, its not at all uncomfortable. I don't feel it and it doesn't bother my sex life at all which is also a plus.
Anyway, until next time...
